Awesome day for me and my girls

 Yesterday i had a great day with my girls. Presenting the important characters in my life and schools life journey..(besides my family)

         

My Bella Biee

          

My Jaja Biee

       

My Honey Biee

Me..&College mate 

How my day started yesterday !

I woke up at 10 a.m received a text from my girls saying that they wanted to gather for Bella`s birthday.So i`m thinking i have to get up and dress and meet her later since i was missing her for quite a few weeks and most of all its her birthday.She deserved some special moment in her teen life.As soon as i prepared for my shower i started to think about getting her present...so no need to think for a long time i decided to bought her macaroons with different flavors but then the flavor that she wanted was not on the sale that day..so i bought her each different flavor at the G Tower near the shopping mall Ampang Park.Gosh they sells tasty macaroons until my friend Nasuha who never eats macaroons are dying to taste it on her own tongue. Oppss i forgot to mention i went with Nasuha my college mate to see Bella, Jaja and Ain. After we had done with buying macaroons we went straight back to the Lrt Putra station to fetch a train back to Dang Wangi in order to take a monorail. Finally at three o`clock we arrived at the Times Square waiting for Bella and my Ain honey biee. According to Bella, Jaja will arrived later than us.So we met at Wendy`s then we started to as ussual ladies..Gossiping about school lifes, new mates in college, work place,updating each other with every news feed..Until Jaja arrived to met us at the same place. Half an hour later we were already in front of Johnny`s restaurant ordering a steamboat set for four person.While waiting for the food to cook we all had a great time chit chatting and remembering good memories.Done with the food we celebrate with a small Tiramisu cake.Bloated with food we left Johnny`s thought of going back home but can`t couse did not even get to meet my third parents and if i go home that time it won`t be nice not to see them eventhough they are 

just on the second level.Planned proceed to Plaza Low Yat because Bella`s handphone need to reformat.Around eight thirty me and Nasuha still undecided.Before we make up our mind Jaja is still pursuing her mission to buy stuff for overnight at Bella`s house.Until we went inside the car and thats it the decision has been made.That time we both know we have made the final decision no more turning back.First time i had overnight at Bella`s place with my other girls heee..

Me, Bella,Jaja

Me and Bella

Me,Bella, Jaja,Suha.

After done with the bb area we then proceed to last destination Al Rawsha..Food not bad and we had great moments who cares about other people, other places or the times flies..

AL RAWSHA RESTAURANT

What`s wrong with me

What,Why,Where,When and how did I ?

Lately im been feeling good and its hard to say it now..its no longer good to me anymore..I really don`t understand why this is happening..it was always a good start but end up being stupid...i hate this part where the hurts starts to come in and rub off the happiness..I know that falling in love is easy but then falling for betrayal is worst..and I wonder why does it always always always fall for the wrong one...Why not now this time this moment the right one appears in front of me..healing me with all sorts of magic potion..When did i ever can discover a life with no pain..so i created a theory that can ease my pain

WordsOf_Truth Truth 

Feelings can grow stronger and stronger but they can also fly away.#fact

DAMNlovetweets Daydreamer♥ 

Letting go isn't about giving up.It's about accepting the fact that there are things in life that just can't be.

Happy Wednesday People !

I had an awesome morning due to waking up seeing Farah Asthura in front of me. Then i started to fresh up and pray to Allah so that this day He will give me more happiness than sadness.. Right in the middle of afternoon i went to English Communication and hell yeah fun and fun and fun..In the evening I went to Kuala Lumpur Sentral with Nasuha to fetch her train ticket so that she can go back to her hometown.Done with the tickets.. Of course we had our girls moment..for a few minutes then we went for walking while waiting for time to pass us by..After taking the train to home I received a very good new saying that Kak Aisha and Angah Jomeys baby Dhaniah is recovering from her sickness and she is starting to drink her milk from her mama. this wednedsay is really a good day. 

F.R.I.E.N.D.S. - (F)ight for you. (R)espect you. (I)nvolve you. (E)ncourage you. (N)eed you. (D)eserve you and (S)tand by you.#HTST

          What do we wish by getting this way.


 Its true sometimes we rely too many hoped on the person until we did not realise that maybe our careness have broad this situation becoming worse and i can see this might lead to fighthing or sulking. There are times in my theory are better off than talk about it..Its okay if we can can crawl at first the slowly we developed to walk again then we slowly jump until we can reach for the solution to be strong without that someone..As we all know someday in just a minute Allah can take our lives away from our love once..so live life for your own and make yourself protected and happy first then only you can figure out others. 

Al fatihah..

Dear baby boy !
i wish you could join our madness family behaviour.
i am thankful that your a part of my families life.
I hoped you will wait at the gate of heaven for your mother.
i know you`r in a better place right now
i will always pray for you and your baby sister.
lastly i love you baby boy even though i get to see you for a little time.

    Yesterday me and my family went to the hospital to visit kak Aisha and Angah Jomey after we all heard that she had born a premature twin babies..one girl and one boy.So everything was a little bit okay for the mommies and the babies..Suddenly my mom told me that one of the twins the baby boy got infected with pneumonia. So we all were worried about the boy and we pray for him to be safe and healthy..we also did pray for the baby girl. I reach home around eight o`clock. Suddenly my dad n my mum received a phone call from my uncle and aunt saying that we all lost the baby due he is not strong enough to fight these disease and Allah loves him more and right now the baby girl was stable..and i always will pray for the mommies and the babies healthy.

Dream High to the sky

    Everyone has a dream and to get through the dreams we have to pass through obstacle in love and life first.What is your dreams??. Mine is to became a professional home baker!.. i just love to bake..baking some cake or breads make me so happy. In my other home i always wanted to baked soo much but the there are times where i fell so lazy and i end up sleeping or wasting my time..Mummy keep complaining when im in the lazy mood to cook or baked something..i wish i could throw this sickness far far away..just like the word that shrek likes to say to donkey.hehe. I have been studying for almost half of the year but yet i still did not even try to get a part time job for me. I realize in order for me to achieve my dreams i have to sacrifice a lot of things. Not to forget i must also be courages to accept my mistake and to learn from the mistake. Until now i still did not know what is so great about receiving diploma and in the future when i decided to take my studies to a degree course and i am still going to ask the same thing what is so great about it. I have choose the path that i want but i am still searching for where this road might lead me to in the future. Question that keep popping up in my mind is.. Will i ever have more abilities than other? Will i do a good job everyday? Do i have a job in the future? and there are so many moree question.

Farah Asthura

 Seriously i truly forgot what does it feel to have someone whom you trust like your family.I also forget what does it feel to have another besties after your school days. A couple months ago i met her..we are studying in the same collage and not the same course and not the same batch of intakes.It`s a little bit weird how suddenly i want to be friends with her even though at first we were like a stranger who are both alone..lost in our own world of silence..Then after a few weeks of knowing her i started to be more familiar and comfortable with her. So i started to talk to her.. Just trying my luck if she is friendly? or she`s the type who would typically pick only the pretty ones to be her mates. I was all wrong about her.. She is the type who would never choose look to be friends with her..she is also a good listener to a friends..she is a strong women who can manage to hold her fears and problems to herself.. She is also a very very generous person..She stays very low profile about her prettiness..one thing i really love about her is she is always there for me and so did i to her..we are like the buddies for crime,happiness,sadness,madness .What is a friend ? why do you need them or why is it each one of us need to and have friends.. It does not matter whether your a close friend, best friend, friends for motivation or friends for hard times and good times..i have to say this to all of the people and please remember this. To find a friends through happy moments are so easy but to find a friends who would shed you her tears for you or to cry with you through hard times are so difficult. Appreciate you friends make them see that even though your far away from them you still care for them..