happy mothers day for you my superwoman

dearest mommy,!

i don`t know what to give you for your day..i`m  thinking but i still can`t get a clue..Mommy do you know that you are my source of energy and like my drugs because without you ..i don`t even know what will happen to me today..I hope you are healthy forever and may Allah blessed your life with lots of rezeki..last but not least your the best mom and im proud of you and i want to be like you somedayss

Happy Birthday my SuperHero

To my dearest dad a.k.a my superhero..i will always love you no matter how old your age might reach. I love you always and i always remember how you teach me when im small until im big enough to stay on my feet..I will also remember how you carried me from my school when it was raining and there was a small flood in front of my school gate. I will also remember how you used to fetch me (until now you still fetch me) when im sick and stay with me during my sickness come visit me in other home.Buy all the foods that im craving whenever you have money. Im happy and I love you for being my dad.No one can replace you in my heart and life..Last but not least i want to give a big hug and Happy Birthday Mr. Zainol Abidin May Allah bless your life and may Allah give you a lots of "Rezeki".

me and suha = trips

Yesterday me and Nasuha went to Kelana Sentral to fetch Nasuha`s ticket. Off we went from our apartment to the Lrt station.As we reached there Nasuha wanted to take a lift so off we go. Inside the lift we were like lost "what to press?", said Nasuha to me. "I dunno what to press also ", i said to Nasuha. As we were wondering suddenly a voice came from the speaker saying "Kak Limah" . At that moment me and suha become really speechless after a few minuts we laugh about it..(actually when i write it it`s not so funny as you imagine it can be ). Late evening we reach home and  we ate the stall in front of Giant to my surprise it is tasty..

Losing myself

Lately i have been feeling so empty and so freaking unpredictable. I just feel like i don`t even know what is wrong with me. I try very hard to smile everyday but the more i try the more it hurts in the heart..I love to see my friends happy.One theory of mine that is so common in everybody life..everybody can fake a smile but only a true friends can see,hear and share the same pain and the same happiness same betrayal and sometimes same life pattern..I don`t understand until now..why can some people have a very perfect life,perfect boyfriend and perfect family background. I`m not saying my life is not perfect like them..No what i mean right now is like why are they so perfect. They always come with the first package. They are always smart,rich,good looking and super tall..Sometimes i always feel that if i were rich life would be easier but then the fact is always a fact.When you come with the package you can`t see the reason behind each of the friendship.You also can`see the real friends who likes you just the way you are.

To................... well you know who you are my girlfriend till death.I don`t care where you came from what is your past background.

• All i want to say here is that i love you just the way you are.

• Don`t try to change who you are..cause you are beautiful just the way you are.

• I hoped that we always be friends until death separates us.

• I will promise to you if im in a relationship..you are my first priority besides my family.

Oh that is so you..Backstabbers

Backstabber

dearest backstabber...this is only for you..

Just before you never speak to me again remember when you used to be my friend. You treated me like shit. I’m never gonna deny it and I even played your little game. I was there every time you called my name. I still thought our friendship would last but now everything is in the past. All the secrets I shared and you never even cared so lemme tell you and don’t make me repeat it: I fuckin hate you and yes, I mean it.

First i know you as a girl..who seems to be loving, caring and someone whom i can trust. Thank you for the times you help me through this.I promise to you that i can never tell how grateful i am at that times when you really help me to recover before you did worst to me.I really did trust you and make you as my friends.I even fight for you when someone bad mouth about you.I trusted you thats why i fight with my guts and tell you what i went through from primary school to high school and to college.I did like what you say and i believe you for trying to understand me.I still don`t know why im so stupid to cry over u..worried over you..trying to protect you..but in the end i still get the same result and thank you for spreading a bad rumors about me..After what had happen i still don`t mind what you did to me.Im just so torn and hurt by what you are doing right now.So now i just wish that you don`t pretend to love me and be friends with me anymore.Some people may say i`m stupid for loving someone called friends soo much.I never know that sometimes friends are important but most of the time friend are just someone who would be there in some season..Example friends for happy times are when school break but there are a few friends who would also stay through with you throughout the year..Through happy moments and through sad moments..But thats a whole different stories.I must admit that i love to make friends but unfortunately i don`t love to be friends with you BACKSTABBER..and before i end this lemme say this to you..

Some people come into our lives and walk with us a mile and then because of circumstances they only stay awhile. They serve a need within the days that move so quickly by and then are gone beyond our reach. We often wonder why. God only knows the reason that we meet and share a smile, why people come into our lives and walk with us a mile.

This is my kinda boys !!

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please DO NOT spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your blogs, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends here in your blogs to answer this. Then see what happens.

if you're a guy - post this as "my kind of girl"

if you're a girl - post it as "my kind of guy"

to whichever gender you prefer, really.

 1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?

 dun really care as long as he loves me with no condition

2. Smart?

smarter than me, of coursee

3. Preferred age?

older or the same age as me

4. Preferred height?

TALLER than me =)..but then same height is also okiee for me

5. How about sense of humor?

 of course

6. How about piercings?

NEVER!!nooooo

7. Accepts you for who you are?

love with no conditions.(very important oneee)

8. Pink hair?

Neverrrr

9. Mushy or no?

blurrrb

10. Thin or fat?

not too fat or not too skinny...healthy one i loved it

11. Black, Brown, Yellow or White (skin color)?

i dunno what to say or comment..Don`t wanna be racist 

12. Long hair or short hair?

not too shortt..prefer short one

13. Plastic or metal?

blurrrrb

14. Smells good?

of course....

15. Smoker?

i hope not to get one..

16. Drinker?

HARAM!!(NO)

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?

depends on me to choose..rite now im loving myself first

18. Muscular?

dun really care as long as he is not (boyot or gendot)..i just want him to be healthy

19. Plays piano?

<3 <3  love love him

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?

love him and adore him

21. Plays violin?

borink for me i like piano a lot better but if can`t be a musician its okay

22. Sings very well?

lovely for me..because sometimes he can sing for me

23. Vain?

NOOOOO NEVERRRRR...hate them for being like girls sometimes

24. With glasses?

sometimes cutiee sometimes nerdiee..i dunno i dun mind if he have or not

25. With braces?

hmmmmmmmm..cutiee guys but if does not have it also it is okay for me.

26. Shy type?

can but Not sooo shyyy

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?

BOTH!!!

28. Active or passive?

both..haha

29. Tight or bomb?

blurrrb..im blur about this question

30. Singer or dancer?

singer i can consider it but dancer i guess its a No for me

31. Stunner?

i dunno how to answer this...

32. Hiphop?

Maybe if that is destiny..i will embrace it

33. Earrings?

prefer NO..i like it simple and clean appearance

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?

blurbb...

35. Dimples?

maybe blurbb..i dunno what to decide

36. Bookworm?

love it because there is a not a lot of boys who loves to read books

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?

maybeeee

38. Playful?

okay...i guess

39. Flirt?

WITH ME ONLY CAN

40. Poem writer?

awesomeee

41. Serious?

maybeee

42. Campus crush?

no comment lt e be the only one who knows it

43. Painter?

yes and no

44. Religious?

maybeee.its okay if it is my fate

45. Someone who likes to tease people?

Don`t really like this type.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?

Like it sometimes..sometimes not

47. Speaks 20 languages?

yeah awesomee.i love it if he can can communicate if not human are not perfect.

48. Loyal or faithful?

Both better!!

49. Good kisser?

hmmmmmmm.shhhhhhh let me only noeee

50. Loves children?

awesomeee.i love ittt



Yeap its all about me..random post

Read it through and then decide to hate me or love me..

01.Grew up in Kampung Baru and Semenyih and Setiawangsa 

02.Really like Darlie toothpaste

03.Loves to play Barbie when i was small and Im x ashamed to say i still like watching Barbie movies.

04.Second daughter and im always the very "manja" with my mum n dad

05.Koreanmovieholic and koreansongholic

06.Loves to watch zombie kampung pisang and hantu kak limah balik umah  and over and over again.

07.Really love a singer named Brian Joo min kyu. Oppa saranghaeyo !!!.

08.Have a 3 close girlfriends Bella, Jaja, Ain..Frequently i called them by Biee.

09.Not so tall. Im just a small Asian girl.

10.Love to bake but on my own willingness..not by forcing me to do it.

11.Love aeroplanes so much till my mum n dad are bored of that topics

12. Easily hurt and easily close too people..but if you  throw a shit at me i will never give a damn about you anymore.

13.Love mommies, tok lat and tante mimi..cookings.

14.Don`t really like studies like theory study..Only like practical classes..

15.Will NEVER DRINK AND TAKE DRUGS.

16.Hmm my birthday on june 16teen..hehee.

17.Was born on year 1992

18. I hate backstabber but i always meet them on my way to a new journey.

19.I am a very FUSSY person.

20. Yes im still waiting for my Mr. to approach me gently.

21.I love to eat white chocolate and pasta

22.Love wedges shoes and i love buying handbags and purse.

23.Love to wear dresses.

25.Love to watch cartoon, comedian,romance don`t love horror movies.

26.Love Sony Ericsson phones rather than Nokia.

27.Dun really like going out when it is raining.

28.Love to sing at anytime..music is my bestfriend and my advisor

29.Love to travel..especially to south Korea

30. Once in a while love reading malay novel 

31.Learn how to speak korean once.

32.Opss forget to mention about favorite nasyid somg maher zain - BarakAllah

33.My friend says i`m talkative and sometimes annoying.

34.If i dun noe u im be very quite once i know you..my mouth just can`t shut.

35.I have friends who smoke but i DON`T SMOKE.

36.Afraid of the lizard,snake, cockroach, frogs.

37. Most afraid of Allah S.W.T

38.Hate losing in anything

39.Love to spent money and time with family

40.Finally its easy for me to forgive but its hard to forget what others did to you.

You decide what is your favorite part of me and you can also help me to improve some of my weakness.